“God
calls all souls he has created to love him with their whole beings,
here and hereafter, which means that he calls all of them to
holiness, to perfection, to a close following of him and obedience to
his will,” Charles de Foucauld said.
All
people are called to holiness, to be saints, to be contemplatives.
“Every
Christian must be an apostle; this is not a counsel, it is a
commandment. My apostolate must be an apostolate of goodness. On
seeing me, people should say to themselves, since this man is good
his religion must be good,” Charles de Foucauld said.
But
what exactly is holiness? How can be become holy? Blessed Charles
answers the question,
saying
we learn holiness
from Jesus himself; and it
has three stages:
(1)
to “come” to Jesus;
(2)
to “stay” with Jesus
and to “watch” Jesus;
(3)
to “imitate” Jesus.
We
must come to Jesus, sit with Jesus, observe Jesus, listen to Jesus in
silence, stay in company
with Jesus for a long
time, until we hear him in the silence and solitude of our hearts. We
must follow Jesus where he leads. We must take Jesus by the hand and
walk with him, and never let go.
In
the Gospels we often see Jesus calling: “come to me”, “come
follow me”, “he that comes to me I will not cast out,” “let
the children come to me,” and “when I am lifted up I will draw
all things to myself.”
“Come
to me and learn from me for I am gentle and humble of heart,” Jesus
says. “Those who come to me I will in nowise cast out.”
Again
and again he says “come to me… come to me… come to me.” Never
does he utter an expression of rejection, “go
away”.
We
come to him, stay with him, we
stay with him and watch
him, and learn
to love him, and to be transformed by that love.
When
we come to Jesus, we leave the self, the ego, behind. “Whoever
comes after me must deny himself and take up his cross daily, and
follow after me,” Jesus said.
Charles
de Foucauld calls this loss of ego “abasement” of the self:
“Abasing ourselves is most powerful way of joining Jesus and doing
good for souls. When we are able to suffer and to love, we can do
much, all that is in our power to do in this world. We feel that we
are suffering. but we do know that we want to love, and to want to
love is to love. We find that we do not love enough. We shall never
love enough, but god, who loves us more than a mother, has told us he
will not reject the one who comes to him.”
Come
to Jesus
“Watch
and imitate him. Jesus himself suggested this very simple method of
achieving union with him and perfection to his apostles," Foucauld said.
“All
perfection is to be found in the presence of God and of Jesus and in
the imitation of Jesus. It is perfectly obvious that anyone doing as
Jesus did is perfect. So we must throw ourselves wholeheartedly into
imitating him (a task sweeter than honey to the loving heart, as an
urgent need for a loving soul a need that becomes more compelling as
love becomes more ardent) and watching him, the divine Spouse (a task
to less sweet or indispensable to love).
“Anyone
who loves, loses and buries himself in the contemplation of the
beloved.”
A cave where Jesus meditated in Galilee
Come
to Jesus in the Scriptures
After
we “come” to Jesus, we must “stay” and “abide” with him.
Young
apostle John saw Jesus by the Jordan River and followed him. Then
Jesus turned and spoke to him “come and see (where I stay).” John
followed him, and “stayed with him”. “It was about four o-clock
in the afternoon.”
We
can find Jesus in reading
the scriptures, especially the four Gospels. “We must read and
reread the gospels without stopping so that we have the spirit,
deeds, words, and thoughts of Jesus before us so that one day we may
think, talk, and act as he did,” Charles de Foucauld said.
“The
Gospel showed me that the first commandment is to love God with all
ones heart, and that everything had to be endured in love; ….. each
of us knows that the first effect of love is imitation… I therefore
had to imitate the hidden life of the poor, humble workman of
Nazareth.”
“When
one loves, one longs to be forever in converse with the beloved whom
one loves, or at least be always in his sight. Prayer is nothing
else. This is what prayer is: Intimate intercourse with the Beloved.
You look at Him. You tell Him of your love. You are happy at his
feet. You tell him you will live and die there,” Foucauld said.
Stay
with Jesus and Watch Jesus
We
can also “stay” with Jesus in prayer and meditation.
The
shepherds were the first to see Jesus, because they were “watching”
in the night, keeping “alert” and “vigilant”, “guarding
their sheep,” that is guarding their wandering minds.
The
starry heavens
opened to them and they were
illuminated and heard the
angles. They
ran to see to the manger and they “saw Jesus”. They returned to
their fields of meditation, “rejoicing for what they had heard and
seen.”
Charles
de Foucauld said we can encounter the living Jesus is to “stay”
with him, and to “watch” him. This means to spend time “patiently
enduring” and “abiding” in silent prayer, and “watching” in
meditation and contemplation.
In
the garden of Gethsemane, Jesus asked his disciples to “abide here”
and “watch with me”. When he came back and found them sleeping,
he asked them, “could you not even abide awake with me for one
hour?”
The
words “abide” and “stay” and “watch” and “awake” seem
to have deep meaning to
Jesus.
Over
and over again during his public ministry, Lord Jesus urged his
disciples to “Be watchful! Be alert!” (Mk 13:33). “Watch
therefore.. do not sleep. I say to you and I say to all: WATCH!”
“Beware
that your hearts do not become drowsy from carousing and anxieties of
daily life…Be vigilant at all times and pray…” (Luke 21:34…)
The Sea of Galilee, viewed from Jesus' meditation cave.
“Be
watchful! Be alert!” (Mk 13:33)
“Watch
therefore…do not be sleeping…What I say to you all: WATCH!” (Mk
13:37)
“Wait
here and keep awake with me…Why are you sleeping. Keep awake and
pray.” (Mt 26: 36, 41)
Jesus
was teaching his disciples and friends to
“abide” and endure patiently with him,
focusing their
attention on him, leaving the world behind, adoring and loving him.
He
comes into their
hearts and fills them
with his presence and light.
When
we watch with Jesus, we are struck by his withdrawal into obscurity
and silence and solitude. We are impressed by his silence and his
presence; by his stillness in contemplation in communion with the
Father.
“And
getting up very early, going out, he went into a desert place, there
he prayed.” Mk 1:35
When
we follow Jesus, we find ourselves following him into the desert,
into the silence of the
night.
A cave where Jesus meditated in Galilee
part 2: Imitating Jesus
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